Dystopia Daydreams

I have had to overcome fear of my creativity. At one point I was with someone who strangled and tortured me hoping to know more of my creative insights. It was not an attempted murder but it felt like I survived murder as it instilled in me fear that this person had the power to […]

What is Glitterpunk?

Glitterpunk is loving without giving a fuck. Glitterpunk is dancing till your bones fall out then dragging a broken butterfly chair out into a standing only dance floor and rocking out more. Glitterpunk is a sex repulsed straight-edge demigirl dancing longer and harder during a festival than anyone else. Glitterpunk is a white guy connecting with […]

Religious Collusion

The spiritual path is a maze with many doors and many exits. Slow build hacks as we bridge a shared reality, no longer allowing inside worlds to harbor isolation. We are all and all is one. I’ve struggled with alligence and commitment, demanding instead that gods prove themselves to me, be worthy of my belief […]

On Free Will & Influence

To be reducee to a series of reactions has compelling and problematic effects. Prediction gets in the way of choice. Provocation superseeds your autonomy. Energy drains prevent action.  As a writer, process interupted, sickness lingers.  As a lover, emotions stir, rise out. Our acts to troll are attempts to confine and control; ellude definition, break […]