Everything I want is right here. The people, the goals, the ability and the opportunity. It’s hard, seeing it and understanding it and knowing it and wanting it. It’s scary because it seems so fragile, all these pieces of what I want could all tumble away from me. I query over what I’ve lost and if I can find it. But from here I just move forward, keeping track of myself as I go. I have worked hard to reach this precipice and so most important thing is to keep going, don’t stop and rise above.