Monumental Shift

I did a spell of transformation. It was successful. I have inverted my motivation matrix. “I cannot write because of him” has become “I will create so much and love so loudly that my pain from him will become nothing but a whimper in comparison to the stream of creation I will spew out”. I […]

Boom

‚ÄčEverything I want is right here. The people, the goals, the ability and the opportunity. It’s hard, seeing it and understanding it and knowing it and wanting it. It’s scary because it seems so fragile, all these pieces of what I want could all tumble away from me. I query over what I’ve lost and […]

What is Glitterpunk?

Glitterpunk is loving without giving a fuck. Glitterpunk is dancing till your bones fall out then dragging a broken butterfly chair out into a standing only dance floor and rocking out more. Glitterpunk is a sex repulsed straight-edge demigirl dancing longer and harder during a festival than anyone else. Glitterpunk is a white guy connecting with […]

Power & Consent in Mental Health

This is a post about mental illness and medication. When I was sick, really sick, my consent kind of fell away. I did as I was told because I knew it was the only way out and back to freedom. Sometimes, it’s the doctors job to tell you really bad news, like, if you want […]